[Soda_Voxel]

I was in agonising pain yet again this morning. My body was so fucking weak, I could hardly move, I needed my mum to pick me up to take me to the bed, and even then I collapsed on the floor. My stomach was in absolute agony. I nearly passed out. My ears were ringing. I was so weak mum had to pour water into my mouth at one point, apparently I was really grey. I think I'm over the worst for now, but it's made me realise that I need to go to the doctor about it, no matter how embarassing the problem. I just can't go through that pain again. I can't do it again.