[Coffee.]

Personally, I don't think it's bad you're having these thoughts! I actually think it reflects very positively on you that you would want to avoid thinking about people without their consent to be sexualized, I think that is very honorable. However, I wouldn't hold yourself to an unrealistic standard - it's very normal for your mind to wander to all sorts of places when you're masturbating and for people to pop in your head that you wouldn't normally think about. Good luck!