[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]Whenever I masturbate, I try not to think about actual people unless they are someone I have had sex with before. It feels kind of creepy, because I don't have their consent to do anything, even just in my head. Lately there's a friend who I am sexually attracted who I've been hanging out with. Well, I was cuddling with them the other night and I felt them become aroused against me. Now, neither of us is really pursuing anything sexual with the other at this moment, but the past couple of days when I have masturbated my thoughts stray to sexual fantasies involving them. I try and direct my thoughts towards other stuff when this happens, and it kind of works, but I still feel crappy because they are my friend and I don't know if they view me this way, so I don't know if it's right to have these thoughts about them.

Is this wrong of me? Am I being a bad person or friend?[/size][/color][/font]