[Ragamuffin]

I’m so sick of trying to reach out to people and just being ignored. I don’t know why I bother anymore. Every time I try to make plans with ‘friends’, they either cancel last minute or completely ignore my messages. I hate it when I ask someone if they want to hang out and they say “I’ll text you” because I know it won’t happen. I know they haven’t forgotten as I will remind them if I haven’t heard back for a while and will get nothing in response. I feel completely alone and undesirable and it hurts so much. No one wants me so what is the point of living if I’m just going to spend my life alone.