[Dread]

To have at least one sibling... it never really bothered me, I liked being the only child.. until now.. when I see that all of my friends have a sibling.. it just makes me feel depressed. I'm tired getting back to silent home, starting to lose motivation for everything.. and it's just starting to get really tough.. knowing that it is something I cannot change.. and that I will not have someone to understand family problems, be there when I'll grow up.. my mental health has been really down this week, all because of this thought..