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				Cold and sick of this world - 
            
          
		
		
				
		
				February 24th 2022, 12:59 PM
			
			
			
		 
               
 
There is no hope in love in this world.
 Looking back at my own posts, those "sweet words" sickens me - I was naive indeed.
 
 No, 5 years already and I don't think anyone can help me, only I can help myself.
 
 So what if I am depressed? Nothing changes. So what if others are depressed? They still suffer anyway.
 
 So I will only do what I have to do, and so be it. Everything else is beyond my control.
 
 
 There is nothing I look forward to in this world.
 
 Its the cruel, materialistic, cold and ugly human nature that ruined this planet.
 
 I am sick of humans in general. Narcissists, liars, traitors, idiots, fools, wicked people are everywhere in this planet.
 
 
 There is nothing else I will say anymore.
 
 This world not only sucks but is plain cursed. There is no need for a world like this.
  
            
               
 Do my best at everything I can to live a happy, perfect life.
 Happy life won't come by being happy everyday. Struggle and always work hard.
 
 Forgive other's imperfection, they will work hard about it once I point it out to them, just like what I should be doing.
 
 On the other hand, never tolerate with my own mediocrity. Never slack and always strive improvement.
 
 Never settle. Never give up.
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