Chronic CAN'T
how do i keep going, how does it work i just dont get how it is possible after this much pain this much suffering I can't do it anymore
I can't do it anymore
i dont want to do this day in day out for years and years it just.... i cannot go on like this
I cannot go on like this
im not sure what else to say and then yet i somehow do i do go on eventually i just want to understand how this happens because my body screams stop stop
STOP I CAN'T TAKE IT!
I CAN'T TAKE IT! PLEASE MAKE THE PAIN GO AWAY! IT IS TOO MUCH TO BARE. YOU THINK IM STRONG NOW BUT IT ISN'T GOING TO LAST. IM BELOW ZERO BREAKING POINT. IM* NEGATIVE MLLION*RIGHT NOW. IM GOING TO CRASH AT THE RATE IM GOING. ONE DAY IM GOING*TO BREAK AND NOT BOUNCE BACK UP.
i CAa--------
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