[melol]

Idk what to do im so worn out. i told my parents i was depressed when i was 13 (3 or so years ago) and they immediately got rid of any privacy I had, which wasn't much, and were so fucking annoying about every single possible thing they could possibly do to make everything worse for around 4 straight months. I came out as trans a year later after being forced out of the closet because of my lack of privacy, which they are both against and tell me how because they refuse to accept me bc they are the only ones who are willing to accept me when I change my mind. I also was very suicidal a year ago and have relapsed back into that state of mind, but now I also have sudden mood swings where I am hopeless and unable to enjoy anything, and then suddenly feel on top of the world and feel like I know what I want to do with my life and then back again, sometimes a few times in the span of 10 mins. I've also started to lose my appetite and even when i feel hungry only be able to eat a bit and idk why. what do i do?

i also had been seeing a therapist about other things and although i was depressed i was too scared to say or do anything so thats also a thing :/