[Starseeker]

Dez,
I'm sorry to hear you're struggling. This is a tough decision indeed. Have you considered using a decision tree? I don't know if you've ever tried it.


This is a very simple example, of course, but illustrates the point. Sometimes writing something down/putting it on a scheme on paper can help clarify some things and organise every for & against in your head.

If you decide against going full-time, that will be for a valid reason and your boss should take into account the health and wellbeing (both physical and mental) of their employees. It might be a difficult conversation, but an important one and I advise you to prioritise your mental health over work. Or maybe your boss will turn out understanding and supportive!

If you decide for going full time, I wish you the best of luck!
I hope you come to a decision soon and it will turn out to be a good one!
All the best in the New Year,
xx S