[MadPoet]

The person or people I want here right now most, probably don't even exist... even though that makes no sense whatsoever.

The reason I trust everyone to much, people I barely know, is because I hardly trust myself.
I want to trust in something. But every time I do, I regret that I ever did. So how do I trust myself?
I'll definitely regret that to.

If I could be any age I wanted to be right now, surprisingly, I wouldn't pick older.
I'd want to be just... little, again. So that things weren't so hard, and when I needed a hug, all I had to do was ask for one. And whoever was there to give me a hug, it was enough. I didn't need anything but to hear someone tell me that I'd be okay in a few hours. Now I don't even have that. I don't want to get older. For once, I'm scared of getting older. Because each year, things only get harder.