My surgery was supposed to be at 10:45 this morning. Somehow it was pushed back to mid afternoon, but now it's looking like late afternoon. I haven't eaten since last night and just in case an OR opens up I am not allowed to eat or drink anything sooner. I had it all set up so if it was in the morning I could have loved ones here for support, but since it's later in the day it's looking like no one can be here, nor will they be here the rest of the weekend. I will wake up alone, again, and it's gonna suck. On top of that, the cafeteria may close before the surgery is done, and then I don't even get to eat real food today, just pudding and ice cream and crackers. It's really pissing me off.