[javier221]

The first thing that you need to do is get over the fact that being obese is so bad. It is not your mistake. Being healthy, no doubt, is essential. So, try working on bit by bit. If you are not healthy, you will not be able to perform your job efficiently. Try eating healthier and giving a little time from your day to exercise. However, you should not pause a job for the sake of losing weight. Even if you do not need one, you should strive for a career. But it is totally up to you.
It's vital to recognize that everyone is struggling right now. Everyone has had a difficult year. Also, remember to be gentle with yourself. Don't measure your progress against that of others. Always compete with yourself only. Ask yourself. Are you doing better than you were doing yesterday? If yes, then there is nothing to be worried about.