[WhisperingSilence]

I have quite a few soft teddies that I take to bed with me every night one being a tigger and a soft teddy cat that I've had since I was a child, and the other teddies are just because they are soft and nice to feel, and then there's my yellow blanket which is more of like a rag now but I've had it since I was a baby and cannot sleep without it I also have a blue blanket that one of my aunts bought me years ago which I take to bed with me too as I like the feel of it, I can't sleep without any of the items, my yellow blanket is my main comfort item though if I am feeling shitty as such I will sit with it and stroking the soft silk like part of it against the corner of my right eye and on my nose when I was taken to hospital roughly a year and abit ago by ambulance due to dissociation episode I took my yellow blanket with me and sat in the back of the ambulance clutching it because it was the only item that in the moment felt safe I clutched it the whole time I was in the hospital emergency department and assessment unit it was something safe in a time when I was scared, if I could I would take it to class and college etc with me but its not something that society would accept given my age.
When it comes to classes and college I have fidget/sensory toys with me like fidget spinners etc, I also always have a fidget or sensory toy with me just in case.