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Mixed emotions. - October 10th 2021, 09:08 AM
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Tomorrow, restrictions are lifted where I live after 4 months. Obviously, it’s great that we can do things after so long but I am now returning back to my weekend bartending job which is beneficial for me as I am able to receive some extra cash. But that mean I will have less time to do the things that I would like to do and I have gotten so used to such as spending time with my family and being able to relax at home. I’m feeling anxious and guilty that I’ll be spending more time working and not with my family. I just don’t know what to do. I have been applying for more jobs but I lack experience in the field of work that I am applying for. I already work full time throughout the week but I can’t survive of the single income. I’m falling more and more into the darkness and I’m doing all I can to see the light.