[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]Hey,

I just needed to share with someone anonymously about my problem. The story is long so I will try to make it as short as I can.

Summer 2019 I started dating this boy, now my ex, and broke up 2020 somewhere in june (almost 1 year dating). I was 15 and it was my first relationship so yes, I was dumb and easily manipulated. For short, he didn't let me go out without him, I had to text him each one movement I made (even if I go to the shower), he didn't let me wear shorts, dresses even skinny jeans. I tried multiple times to break up with him but he starts crying and telling me that he just cares about me and promising it will be different and I forgave him and the next day everything is again the same.

So, I finally got fed up and left him. He continued trying to get me back and when he understood I won't this time... Idk, he became even more crazier. In the middle of the night he was standing in front of my house texting me and calling me like crazy to come out. He told my parents that I had org*es, that I am a drug addict, that the police was seaching me and for some reason my parents believed him. They sent me to my grandmas, they barely called me and these things continued whole summer 2020. I was stressed all the time, I started having tics and couldn't sleep.

Fall came, we started school and got a new boyfriend and he is the best thing that ever had happened to me. I have my own life and privacy and is always here for me. Never have been more happy. But when i just thought things with my ex were done he started again. We live in a small town and everyone knows eachother so rumours are pretty easy to spread. He started telling people that I was cheating on my bf with him, sending snap to almost everyone of his scratched car door and telling that was me (next level of obssesion), telling again disgusting stories of me "hoeing".

The worst thing of all is that my friends for 11 years are friends with him and hang out pretty often and always defending him. We are a trio and yk, always one of a three girls group gets left out (me ��). They dont treat me very good and always killing my confidence and then are mad when I want to spend more time with my bf. (wonder why)

I know this male creature will maybe never leave me alone (he even has a gf for half an year now and still). Its been over a year since we broke up, I am 17 now and he is fkn 21 never got a real job and waits in mommys and daddys money. Im scared same things will happen again but I know my so called friends give him info about me and maybe I need to stop contact with them. Im just scared that my bf will leave one day and I will be all alone.

Ps1: I can't tell my parents because they never take me seriously and now in the past the house is calm, i dont want to ruin that. Im scared they will believe him again and he will say other things. I had told them to take me drug test if they dont believe me but they refuse.

Ps2: Few weeks ago after many many tries and not being able to use even the smallest size tampons anymore i found out i formed vaginismus which is stressing me even more ��

Ps3: sorry if I have spelling errors, my english is not very good.[/size][/color][/font]