[Starseeker]

He asked for a meeting and we ended up talking for five hours at a cafe. He said he didn't want to start a relationship with the perspective of going abroad soon. I understand this, and I also think that if he doesn't want to engage in anything, it means he's not romantically interested.

It seems my confessions didn't have any negative impact on our friendship and that was what I had feared the most.

So it's okay, I guess. I will miss him terribly when he moves out - partying together, sharing a laugh, travelling, going on bike trips and our weekly ice-skating sessions. I'm glad we were able to meet and talk.