[NeuroBeautiful]

Hi everyone,
Thank you for getting back to me. I think that for now I will stick with her. I think I can get over those minor comments as long as I continue to remind myself that she does not mean it as condescending.

I think that after being in therapy for as long as I have (9.5 years now) I just wanted to have a therapist that can figure me out without me having to tell her but the truth is 1x a week for 50 minutes and online and 8 months in so far, just isn't going to do that. It really does take time for someone to get to know me. That's just how it is. I did tell her last week that a particular thing was helpful and that I wouldn't outright lie about something like that. I said, "In Susan language saying 'I don't know' can sometimes mean I really do know but I am too uncomfortable to say it and I don't want to outright lie. But if I say something straight up, I am usually saying the truth" so I think I need to start translating a little more often to her.