[Arabesque- golfing girl.]

Hello,

You're boyfriend sounds very sweet because he was waiting for you to say how you felt back without any pressure, that's great how he waited for you. I'm so sorry how this happened in the past with who you we're dating and how you had to go through that. You are a lovely person inside and out and they we're not able to see this. You're boyfriend who you are seeing now, sees how lovely you are and I think it's amazing that you have this. When you are with him, try talking about how when you are not seeing each other face to face then try to text or talk on the phone together so that you are still talking together. Also if you are having a hard time opening up with how you are feeling then what about writing down how you feel in a journal and show him when he comes over. This way he can read it and know how you feel. I hope that you will be okay soon.