[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]Thank you all so much for the support! Wow, I hope you know that your comments both mean a lot to me, I've never been able to talk about this sort of thing openly with anyone and it really feels good to know there are people out there experiencing the same sort of thing! This gives me a lot more solace, I never thought about being able to "try things out" before now, honestly I thought that gender was this big permanent thing that has to be set in stone but you're right, it doesn't cost me anything to just try on a different set of pronouns even if I figure out they might not be right for me. I can't believe it took me so long to realize that.

Thank you lovely people so much for your help! I wish you all the best![/size][/color][/font]