[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]So my boyfriend and I have been officially together since my sixteenth birthday (my family had an age limit for dating) so it’s been almost three years officially, and several more that we liked each other. He graduated last year and earlier this year he moved to Texas to help his grandparents on their trailer park and learning trade skills. Neither of us were totally consistent with texting and stuff, but we were trying to get better. Then he stopped for a week or two straight, and I stopped trying to text him back after a little bit.

We were planning on doing a zoom or a FaceTime this Saturday cause it was prom (seniors only at my school) but we hadn’t set up a date beforehand and I texted him and he never responded so we didn’t do it. Then last night he texted me that he needed to call me to explain stuff, which I was happy with, and also kind of nervous? We were supposed to call tonight but he said he was in a little bit of trouble so he’ll call tomorrow, and now I’m more worried. Because I want him to be ok.

Part of me keeps thinking he’s going to break up with me, which is probably just me being paranoid, but there’s part of me that’s thinking he should(?) which is weird because I love the guy, and I’m sure he loves me, I’ve just been getting weird vibes lately and I can’t tell if it’s just anxiety or what. Sorry this more of a vent post than anything, but thanks for reading.[/size][/color][/font]