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Name: Please call me Soda.
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Pronouns: She/her
Location: England
Posts: 608
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Join Date: December 24th 2020
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(tw mild self harm)"Violence" -
April 30th 2021, 09:34 PM
Have you ever felt so angry that you wanted to break something?
So furious with someone, that you had to hold yourself back by imaginary chains to refrain from hitting them?
On your very last straw, only to have that straw broken, sending you flying off the edge
Thrashing and screaming your lungs out until it feels as though blood is bubbling inside your throat?
Have you ever felt fire whirling around your clenched fists
Acid in your tears
The pressure of a thousand suns inside your deepest core just waiting to supernova
Taking out all live that dare be close to it?
That's how I feel.
The urge to break windows, tear through entire cities
Rip my eyes open by scratching away at the hot tears
And break bone by bone until I'm all gone.
That's how I feel
when I look in the mirror.
Someday soon I'll break the reflection...
sorry if i post too much here, I just have so many poems i've written.
It's enough to live a live with love until we die
Autism, Depression, Anxiety
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