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Hey Mallika,


Since schooling at home is much better until we start our new school this September, Ted and I have been seeing a specialist man who gives help to war veterans who have PTSD. Last week, both of us related the brutal experiences that happened in The Hole. (That ancient building has recently been demolished and some of its staff are imprisoned awaiting trial.)


Prior to seeing this man, alone I saw my lady counsellor for what was an expected 50 minute session. This time the session was going to be a lot harder.


Allowing the memories to flood back, I went into what my counsellor said was a dream state. Can't remember the exact wording, and cannot remember what happened. But this lady helped me back to the present after I'd crawled across the floor to cower beneath her desk. I'd relived the hell. She helped up and all I remember was coming out of the memories shaking and crying for Ted.


can't talk any more. May be back later tto finnish thisoff.