[Lee05]

I kind of gave it a go, and went in and asked about what kinda things we could talk about and keep private and whatnot. I guess its a good thing cuz here in Oregon if a counselor or a priest or people like that learn of anything that sounds like sexual abuse and minors they are supposed to report it to the police by law. If I had dumped everything on her then the police would've gotten involved and then stuff would have really blown up.

I dunno I was kinda able to bring it up with a friend, like not that is was me but more like a what if kinda situation, you know? He had an interesting spin on it I guess, kind of like would he would probably wear one in exchange for a years college tuition and help getting financial aid. Kind of like reverse prostitution, being paid not to have sex in the amount of however many thousands school costs now. I dont know, maybe im just getting used to the idea since its been around awhile now or something but it doesn't sound as bad when put like that.

Does that make me a loser for even thinking about it?