[Everglow.]

Hi Ivan,

I'm sorry you seem to be struggling so badly right now and that it's led you to feel this way. I don't know what you're situation is or what's led to this, so I might not have a huge amount of advice to offer, but I just wanted to reach out and let you know that you being alive is a really good thing. I know you and I have spoken a few times on the site and from what I can tell you're so kind and caring and you genuinely aspire for really amazing things. I for one am very glad you are alive because I think you have a lot to offer, not just to others but to yourself too.

If you feel comfortable doing so and want to share some more about your situation, I'd be happy to listen and perhaps offer some advice or support where possible. If not, is there somebody in real life you can speak to? If not a family member or friend, maybe a doctor or therapist? I know reaching out is hard, but it might help you in this case.

My inbox is always open if you want to talk privately too. Take care.