[Mindfulness.]

Thank you for your replies. I appreciate it.

You know what? I haven't even thought about job agencies. How silly am I? I did have a passing thought about sending my CV to different agencies but I totally forgot.

Childcare has affected me in more ways then one and I would love to eventually own a bar/pub/restaurant but with this current climate, I would be a fool to do so. I would like to become a history teacher and do photography or still bartend on the weekends. Right now, I just want to work somewhere where I can earn enough and still have a life while I study if I do decide to go back to university.

My parents and boyfriend know about how I feel about the childcare industry but I don't know if they know the true extend of how I feel.