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Hey,

I think your sexuality is how you want to describe it in this case. You said that you're not really into women and that you find vaginas gross. To me, that doesn't sound like you're really attracted to women, and may just do these things with your friend for her pleasure. Sometimes there is that one person who you want to do sexual activities with without it having to change anything. You did say that you get aroused for guys though, which is important to look at. It may be that you're straight, but do want to do sexual activities with your friend without it changing things. You can define your sexuality any way you feel the most comfortable with and nobody has the right to judge or change that for you.

You do say that you do find it kind of gross when she comes on your vagina, so I would think about whether or not you truly are comfortable with letting her touch you. I get that it's good for her that she gets pleasure out of it, but make sure that you truly are okay with it and won't regret it later, since you said it feels gross when she comes on your vagina. If you decide you don't care about the arrangement that's fine, but if you think about it and decide that it doesn't really make you comfortable after all, that's okay too! It's okay to say no if you decide you aren't comfortable.

Just some things to think about

Dez