[PureShadow]

The main problem I have with talking to my therapist about shit that's actually kind of important, like wanting to die is that they will then tell my parents because they have to and then I will just head right back down the rabbit hole, essentially fucking myself yet again. I'm screwed either way because I either tell her, then she tells my parents, I lose all my freedom and they get mad at me for being depressed and suicidal and I want to kill myself or I don't and I keep my freedom and I still am pretty fucking depressed and suicidal. I wish everything could just be fucking confidential. fuck.