[Tigereyes]

I can't do it anymore. It's been too much to handle too long. Too many crises per day, every day. No, I don't have people to reach out to who are able to help me. Please don't say it'll get better soon or you hope I'll feel better soon because I won't. I appreciate the intention but it just hurts because it's not realistic. It's about to get worse. I don't want to leave, but I need to go before it gets worse.