[JollyRancher.]

It has been a long time since I sat down to write. The words seem to spill but lack the meaning behind. What can I say when everything feels wrong. When loneliness seems to be the only one on hold. I smile and laugh when the time is write. The tears still come every night. I wish somebody would hold me close. But no one is ever around anymore. The screams cause me to wither inside. I've return the attitudes I've been given all the time where is anyone that used to care. Why have I turned to a virtual world. I spend hours playing games, while my real life falls in shame. Hunger I'd felt but yet i don't eat. Yet when I don't want to is when I do feast. Dear friend of mine, can you hear me? Can you read this, and talk to me? All i ask for is someone please. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry