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Drinking and Mental Absence. - October 27th 2020, 10:40 PM
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I'm reaching out.
I struggle with addiction and depression. Today I had a relapse. And then, self medicating, I had a beer. Just one. And I'm not a drinker at all. But it made me dizzy, it didn't help. I've got to start supper soon and care for my little brothers and all that stuff that comes with life but I feel separated. Drifting...
Nothing feels real, I don't really care and it scares me.
Normally I'm a rational person but now, I can't think anything through, I hate it. I texted a friend saying I was drunk and sad and it freaked her out. She won't return my texts and I feel like crap.
Advice?

Note: I'm having some levels of anxiety seeing as some difficult conversations with my mother might arise soon.