[Tigereyes]

That's it. I could give you a trilogy of my life but there's no point anymore. I've delayed killing myself for years to avoid hurting people and incase it gets better.

Well it hasn't and it never will. There are 1-3 new crises per day, every day for the past 6 months. Before that, it was only a new crisis per week.

There are a few people who care. I know. I feel bad. No, I don't hate myself anymore. I just can't fix anything in my life because all the problems are beyond my control. But I'm tired of suffering so much just to avoid hurting people. There is no hope. There is no end in sight.