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Friends - September 25th 2020, 01:18 AM
So recently I have been struggling a lot mentally with this whole pandemic. I am having a hard time with the transition to online school. In fact, I am failing Chemistry, which has made my mental health completely deteriorate. My friends have a hard time listening to me, and at this point, I feel like I have driven every friend I had away. I have a close friend who shares the same diagnosis as me (Borderline Personality Disorder.) And I haven't heard from them in weeks, and today after having a complete mental breakdown for hours, my other friend told me that they need a break from me. I feel like I am too much for people. How do I make friends in the middle of a pandemic? How am I supposed to feel connected when the whole world is disconnected? I just want someone to talk to so I feel less alone.

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Just a few of my favorite Marilyn Monroe quotes

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"Everybody is always tugging at you. They'd all like a sort of chunck out of you. I don't think they realize it, but it's like 'grrr do this, grr do that...' But you do want to stay intact and on two feet."
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"I was never used to being happy, so that wasn't something I took for granted. You see, I was brought up differently from the average American child because the average American child is brought up expecting to be happy."