Re: Screaming thread. -
August 19th 2020, 10:57 AM
Well it turns out I did fail the phone interview. No surprise. I'll continue my multi-day breakdown over this same interview. I know I'll never do better. I can't sell myself as the best. Because I'm just good and a hard worker. Nothing special. With anxiety that makes me sound like a fucking idiot. I'm the wrong personality to get hired anywhere. No point in trying. How the fuck do people without 2 bachelor degrees, 10 years of part time work experience, and 1 year of full time work experience get hired? Why am I so bad? I'll just go die then. Hopefully that just spontaneously happens so I don't have to spend money to ensure it happens. Not impossible where I live.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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