[Tigereyes]

I just want everything to end.

I should've just gone back to work to die.

I have the wrong personality for job hunting. I am not the best candidate. Just another applicant. But not energetic and confident and positive and extraverted enough. To get a job, I can't be me. I am not the right fit for anything because I'm sick and tired, am still learning to be tolerant of myself, neutral at best, and ambiverted. I am the wrong person. So why bother trying? No one wanted me before. That's why I got a shit job with low pay that forced tons of overtime and made me act against my morals (frequently). I'm more traumatize, more desperate, less okay starting off. I'll never get a job.

Fuck it, I should just go fucking die.