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Re: Screaming thread. - August 9th 2020, 02:08 PM
Just found out I owe $2500 more on Sept 2nd for some fucked up reason, even though I'm NOT supposed to because of the CARES act shit. Like it's being added to my Principal somehow. It shouldn't! I sacrificed quality of life to pay $275-300 every month while I had my full time job and owed $0/month. Fuck me then. Forever. I don't have that. Wish death would release this debt. There is no way out. I really might need to hurry up and end my life.

Maybe if I don't eat or run the AC at all for 5-10 years straight, I can cover that. That's all I can do to reduce spending.

Why shouldn't I kill myself? If I had just 3 reasons not to, I might stay alive. But I don't.

"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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