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Trigger maybe* break up - August 8th 2020, 09:06 PM
I'm so fucked up right now.
I have been with this guy for almost 4.5 years, and almost 2 of which we have been engaged.
He left me. And I'm still completely in love with him despite the fact that I was going to break up with him a month ago. I talked myself out of it and said it was his meds.
I honestly don't know how I'm not going to KMS over this. Coz I'm broken.
I'm in constant state of panic attack.
I don't even know if I'm going to have no where to live in like 2 weeks... I'm broken and trying to study.
My other safe place has been compromised and he is watching it to make sure that I'm okay. But it means I can't post there anonymously anymore.
Idk I'm done.

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