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Originally Posted by Heathen
I understand. It's easy to be inpatient, especially when you've been harboring these desires for so long. Is there any way for you to explore your feelings regarding men?
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Well, yeah. I mean I am from Bulgaria and there I lived alone. I had many pairs of panties, outfits and I have been going to work with girls thongs a lot, hehe. So there I could easily find someone and do it, but again my fears, stress and shame.. Recently I moved to Spain and for the moment I am with my parrents, but here are a lot more gays and men, who will be wiling to be with me. I am still learning spanish tho. I have Grindr (which is a gay app) on my phone and honestly there a lot of people, who are close to me. So I think maybe i will find someone. I need to overcome my fears, stress, shame and etc tho.