[Tigereyes]

Weird thing is I'm actually a morning person. Just very chronically ill, so it doesn't look that way. Fatigue level starts at 7-9 and gets worse throughout the day. This life isn't worth living. No one understands. Even watching movies and shows drains valuable energy. Same with video games or coloring or anything that isn't laying in bed, motionless, thoughtless. Even that sometimes drains energy. Nothing restores it. I always feel this way and it will never change. Accidently dropping/throwinh valuable items happens frequently because my muscles won't continue gripping because I'm too fatigued. For years. Must be the depression. Especially when I was content foe a year and felt just as bad.