Re: Screaming thread. -
July 16th 2020, 01:03 PM
Woke up at 5am with an anxiety attack and couldn't get back to sleep. Fatigue level 9 and I've barely started my day. Need to somehow be productive 'cause I've been too stressed to get stuff done, and now I'm running out of time. If only abusing a ton of caffeine would actually help relieve my fatigue..
I am disposible...
FORGET IT. This shit is so hopelessly impossible, and there is no one who can actually help! Stop JUST saying "you can do it!" Because I can't fucking do it. Still. I don't even know what the fuck to do! My employer even said business needs are more important than my life. So maybe I should just fucking hurry up and kill myself to end my inevitable suffering. I know what I need to do for that, at least.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Last edited by Tigereyes; July 16th 2020 at 05:37 PM.
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