Re: Screaming thread. -
July 14th 2020, 02:54 PM
My past is trauma, the present is unbearable, and I have no hope at a decent future. No support, no help, no money to buy help or support. No money to survive more than a few months.
Okay seriously, Life! If you keep giving me a new crisis or two per day, a dozen new reasons to die everyday, and no resolutions or additional reasons to live, it's only a matter of time before I go. I can't hold on anymore. I don't WANT to kill myself, but there are no good outcomes possible if I stay alive. I can't take it anymore! Nothing will make any of this shit okay.. ever.
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
Last edited by Tigereyes; July 14th 2020 at 11:59 PM.
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