Re: Screaming thread. -
June 19th 2020, 10:06 PM
I can't go on anymore, and I don't want to. Oh and guarenteed that the next few years of my life--if I don't die within a couple weeks--will only get even fucking worse. Yes, I should have killed myself before when I had the means to. That's my biggest regret now. Not killing myself before this. Because now I'm choosing between a COVID death, starvation death, or suicide. Suicide can be much quicker than either of the other two. I don't hate myself anymore, so don't I deserve the path of least suffering?
"Just open your eyes and see that life is beautiful..." ~Sixx:A.M.
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