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i feel like i'm living lie. - April 21st 2020, 05:37 PM

Hello random person on the internet,

I'm stuck at home a lot because of the quarantine, so there's no escaping my family also living here.

They know me as a straight girl.
My friends know me as an extremely defensive person when it comes to sexuality and gender.
I know myself as a closeted trans guy.

i feel like i'm living a lie, like i'm living three different lives. The worst part is that I have no clue what to do about it. I don't feel ready to come out to everyone yet, but also want to just be myself, not these other personas I feel like I've created.

Thanks for listening.