[Tigereyes]

They might force us to go back to work in 2 weeks and just keep social distancing (not really possible with my job). If so, I guess it's time to work on a will and consider burning diaries. Because I will get it. And there's a good chance that means I'll die. And all these people who don't even attempt to maintain social distance are telling me that they are totally okay with me dying.

Maybe it's for the best if I die? My life has sucked, and my disability is only getting worse, but not bad enough for help.