[Tigereyes]

Bought groceries today. It was hard finding food for myself as a disabled person. Each person wearing a mask is a threat to me--they are either sick and likely to get me sick, or they acting irrationally which is also likely to get me sick. I wondered if there would be enough of what I need later. I looked around the grocery store and wondered if this would be my last time there. Everything is closing, so I can't distract myself from the thoughts. Tomorrow we find out if all non-essential businesses shut down and if there's a lockdown for all non-essential tasks. How long do I have left to live? Will I live long enough for it to matter if my savings run out?