Be warned, suicidal and potentially triggering;
I am already easily broke down, whether it be school, mild obligations, etc. How am I supposed to survive 6 years of college after highschool? Or, decades of a career, assignments, and so forth. If I can't bare through with the most mild
sh*t, why and how am I supposed to progress in life? If I can't foresee being able to cope, may I end it early to the relief of my own mental well-being? I should probably just fu**ing deal with it and stop whining, but I can't seem to stop reveling in the future, as a disappointment, as a nervous wreck, as the worst there can be.