[Fanatic]

So most of the time I say I'm bisexual but I don't think I am at all. Guys approach me on dating apps and real life and they liked me right? There's even this sweet non-binary person whose born a male and I dont want to judge but the more I think about them, the less I want to not like them sexually and romantically. No matter what I'm just not don't get turned on by them. I try and try to express something but it feels too forced. The more I think about it, it has my stomach turned up. I just dont know if it's from the past abuse I've had with men or I'm not actually bisexual but lesbian.