I hope my not sleeping last night doesn't make me unwell again. I really want to see you on Wednesday. Even if I am manic. I want to have tea with you and also, it might be weird, but I want to cuddle you. Just holding someone who isn't my ex would be nice. Holding you, specifically, would be even nicer. Platonically of course. I'm hoping, at the very least, I can get a hug from you on Wednesday.