[Tigereyes]

It doesn't matter how much caffeine I take anymore. All it does now is prevent withdrawals. Potentiators don't even make it work enough, but it's all I've got. Must push through it because apparently I'm completely healthy when I'm not in the hospital. So I shouldn't complain. I don't have limitations from a disability. So me trying to respect my limitations is hurting others. They always remind me of that. All I can say is, my brother doesn't have these health problems, but he definitely uses uppers. I can see it in his eyes. I've thought about asking him what he has because I can't keep this up. Nothing legal overcomes this fatigue. I'm running out of options.