[Tigereyes]

Do you really, honestly, think what you're doing is healthy? That how you're treating me is okay and justified? That I'm just overdramatic? That you always know what's best for me? Because you don't. Stop acting like you do, especially when you don't know half of the shit I've been through because you haven't been open to hearing it. But that's apparently my fault too. I don't know what's real and what's not anymore. You used to validate my emotions, but you've broken my trust. You told me you lied multiple times about my emotions being valid.. So how can I be open and honest with you now? Why would I want to? How can I trust you not to invalidate me even more than I already feel? I know you believe you're doing what's right for both of us. Maybe it's what's best for you, but certainly not me. But fuck me, right? It's not your problem what happens to me.

You want my healing to be the same as yours. But we're different. And I never want to end up like you..