[Celyn]

So glad to hear that you are having better days and these are happening more often!

I think it makes sense that you may notice your bad days feel worse, when in general, you may be feeling better. But it's good to try to ride out the bad days knowing that things will get better!

Were you able to get help for your alcoholism? I understand that it can be a difficult thing to give up so professional help can be beneficial to you. Sorry to hear about your night terrors. They must be very distressing for you, more so when you have hurt yourself physically because of them.

It's really good that you feel you have the will to try to get better and have made a bucket list too. Take care